Yackk.

This quote was on Twitter today: "The truth is, what we call interruptions are precisely our real life, the life God is sending us day by day." C.S. Lewis.

I need the weekend to be here sooner. OMGGG! This week has been kind of difficult. Damn. I've been in an irritable mood all day. Maybe it's the cloudy grayness that's giving me cabin fever.

Today wasn't anything out of the ordinary. I woke up with a fantastic headache, so I slept through my first class. I went to my second class, tanned, then went to my third class. After that, I bought some shisha, then went home and waited for my friend to come over.

I had some very good conversations with my friend today. Let's call her "B". It was so nice to be able to relate to someone who is going through close to the exact same things I'm going through now. I sincerely hope that her and I become good friends. I keep kicking myself that I never became friends with her sooner.

I haven't heard from "him" in two days. I'm sort of concerned, but also really relieved. I honestly think I'm starting to let this relationship go, even though I wasn't ready to break it off. Talking with B helped me remember why I made the decision that I did and that I did it to keep ME safe.

However, I've been Facebook stalking him religiously and I'm seriously surprised at this girl that's totally jumped on him. Apparently she's "very wise," and they've been talking for awhile. I'm not really sure what my emotions are about this particular situation, but I'm trying to ignore it. Instead, I'm going to go to the city with my girls this weekend and go show off my dance skills at my favorite hookah bar.

I really should go do my homework. I have a big lab report due tomorrow and I haven't even started it yet. Whoops!

This is me, and I'm just alive.