It's been too long.

I'm emotionally exhausted. NewTown is just absolutely draining me. Mom and Dad aren't being much help either. Mom lied to me big time yesterday and now both me and her are in trouble with Dad. I'm not going home for my stupid birthday. There's no point in me just going home to get disappointed.

Boyfriend's 21st went pretty well. I think he had a good time with his friends.

I've been feeling so down lately. Sometimes I just wish I could die and be in eternal happiness instead of this hellhole I'm stuck in.

This is me, and I'm just alive.