Another ending and a delayed beginning.

I broke up with Boyfriend today. I don't really know how to feel. I almost feel like nothing could get worse here. First, I lose all of my friends, apartment, connections, almost everything. Now I have nothing to look backward to. I don't know whether to feel liberated or upset. I'm just so confused. Too much change in a matter of days. I'm just ready to fall apart.

Two weeks until my birthday, and I have absolutely no idea what I'm going to do.

I just want to go home.

This is me, and I'm just alive.