Yeah, I suck at being a blogger.
But then again, I really only need this when shit hits the fan.
So yeah, shit hit the fan.
I'm not really sure where exactly I went wrong. Pretty much everything sucks now. I'm lost, confused, angry, sad...exhausted. I'm so tired of making these awful mistakes. I'm so pissed off at myself for not listening to my gut.
I had everything. I had it made. I had the PERFECT life going and I just let myself get swooned by some idiot in an Armani shirt and let it all go down the drain. I've made a mistake that is going to alter my life forever.
I'll never be the same.
This is me, and I'm just alive.
